Sea of Emotions

Downtown Los Angeles

May, 2023

  • I sit here in nothing but a white t-shirt, bleeding out all my emotions in a wall of color dissected by 
Joy (Green)
Blue (Sadness)
Red: Anger
Teal (Rainbow/Nature)
In the middle of it all Is a Tear-Gina that represents her beautiful weeping ability that reminds how special it is to feel so deeply and to connect with others (swipe right for full Wall)

When did our sacred time of menstruation lose its divinity? When did we start shunning even a word about our time to thou neighbor?

When did the menstruating empaths who subconsciously absorb the pain around them, become gas-lighted, and guilty by the extreme power flowing from their loins?

This is for you.

I wanted to remind you of the simplicity of how these things work.

If you are powerful enough to absorb and lift up the pain of others by literally being a ball of light, and all that you carry is heightened by a natural monthly phenomenon, what do you expect you'd feel like?

If you are drained to a pulp, without a chance to recharge and purge the negativity from those around you including your own shit, how do you expect your body to react?

When I am so angry at the audacity of some people, I cry.
When I am so happy with joy, laughing hysterically, I cry
When my fibromyalgia is too much and I have no physical energy left, I cry
    When I am so scared of how I'm going to pay for things when the jobs stop I cry
When I am so sexually repressed, and I feel like I am going to explode and I feel helpless and like a volcano that's spout is plugged up- I cry
When I am just so heartbroken from parts of life, I cry

I cry to release. I can only carry so much. My body is not a machine, I need to cry so I can have room. I need to scream to release the lady's sadness on the bus I absorbed. I need to yell so I can think.



I need to…

Bleed.
So I can cleanse
To be reborn
Time and again

It pours into a glass
It resembles wine
My ability to feel is beautiful and wild
Cosmic stars
A gift from the divine

I let the liquid pour
Like Lion, I roar
I sit with my feelings
That let me into my core
Do not shun fore what you will never understand

I am not a crazy or a monster

I am an empath 

I am WO-man.

A powerful empath named Motus has been gaslighted for her emotional gifts resulting in her turning into a timid sea monster. To escape being misunderstood, she traveled to her own little island, living alone in peace. While there, she ran into a mushroom man who made her realize that her ability to feel emotions on such a high level is actually a super power. With new confidence she embraces each of her emotions and their colors (green Joy, red anger, and blue sad), with the power of dance, resulting in the return of her human form. This film is for those who have ever been persecuted for feeling like a healthy human being with a colorful sea of emotions.

Sea of Emotions the short film, was projected during the live performance. Graphic portion by The Contaminator, dance performances videoed by Caitlin Fowler.

Here is the live show performed in DT Los Angeles, Enjoy!